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Others, that lesser hate him, do call it valiant fury

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We showed up to the venue tonight and discovered that there was an awning built over the amphitheater upon which we were to perform.  This meant that we couldn't put up our set.  And if you've been following my blog (my four loyal readers) you know that that's one of the things that we are known for.  We roll up and pop-up a fully realized set, do a play, and then vanish "into the air as breath into the wind."  But we are next level when it comes to making shit work.  BJ rightly pointed out that we are the people you want to have around when the zombie apocalypse comes. Because we are survivors and thrivers.  To give you an idea of what our set looks like, here it is on Friday night in Torrance. And here it was tonight.  Here's another look. yup, that tiny thing in the background was all that we could put up under the awning. But we may have had our best show yet.  I continue to be amazed by how game ...

The service and loyalty I owe, in doing it, pays itself.

I'm pretty pure when it comes to this acting game.  I have been at it a very long time.  And the reason I'm still doing it is that I love telling these stories!  I don't make very much money doing it.  I'm not doing some sort of showcase to get an agent or "launch my career."  I go to parks, pull platforms out of a truck, set up a stage and get to perform the greatest stories ever written.  That is "the be all and the end all" of my service and reward.  And it is enough.  I have so many friends that have thrown themselves at "the industry" and burned out.  I see so many actors asking "what's in it for me?"  People turn down the opportunity to tour with us because they don't want to make their agents angry.  And I get it.  "Hollywood" is very seductive.  I've catered at the Governor's Ball many times...waiting on Oscar winners.  And every time I did, I vowed to myself that I would be on the other side of...

We are yet but young in deed

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We are on tour now!  This is where we become the most authentic traveling group of Shakespearean actors (maybe in the world).  We show up, and unload our truck and put up a set.  We go out into the crowd and try to raise some money.  We do a show.  Then we tear it all down, put it back into our truck and head off to the next city.  I can't tell you how much I love this.  I mean, tour is a six week grind, but I can feel my connection to those who have come before me dating back to the Renaissance. This past week we closed up shop (or band shell) in San Pedro (until closing weekend).  2 Macbeths and one Shrew there this week.  Saturday's Mackers felt good.  I still have a lot of things I'm working on, but Melissa (my brilliant Lady M.) and I really found the way into the story on Saturday.  When you are in the presence of  truly brilliant, passionate, unwavering commitment to authenticity and encounter the desperate need to g...

Say from whence you owe this strange intelligence...

My high school drama teacher, and dear friend (David Edwards) came to see Macbeth this weekend.  This man was a big reason why I am an actor today.  His belief in me when I was an awkward kid unsure of myself gave me the confidence to go out there and believe that I could do it.  And here we are more than 30 years after my graduation, and I still rely on his support and opinion to know that I am doing the right thing. Good teachers are abundant.  Teachers that support you are rare.  Teachers that have a vested interest in your future are gold.  Dave was there at the funeral of my mom and gave me a big hug.  He was there at the memorial for my dad and made me cry with his impression of my dad.  There are people that show up and people that don't.  I try to be the first.  Dave not only shows up, but brings snacks.  Having him and his lovely wife, Cindy, in attendance on Friday night filled me with joy.  I wouldn't be an actor w...

Curses. Not loud, but deep.

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There is a long held belief that this play is cursed.  There are lots of facts to back this up.  (Like people dying whilst working on it). You can google it.  I've had some bad things happen while working on different productions of Macbeth.  But I don't really believe that they are related to any sort of curse.  I think the real curse of this show is that it is really hard to stage and play convincingly.  Like The Tempest, Mackers is filled with magic and supernatural happenings that test the mettle of those who make plays.  And like The Tempest , which we did a couple of years ago at SBTS, we have the good fortune of having Stephanie Coltrin directing.  For those that don't know her, and don't follow my blogs closely, Steph is literally the artistic yin to my yang.  We have the same aesthetic, but approach it from different angles that just seem to compliment one another.  The greatest artistic successes I've had as an actor wer...

"I have lived long enough. My way of life has fallen into the sear. The yellow leaf."

My dear readers, all six of you, I am sorry I have been so negligent.  But this is my first day off since Memorial Day, which was my first day off since, I don't know...February?  I have started several blogs since then (and my fear is that this is just another one that will be scrapped) but not been coherent enough to actually post them.  And it would be silliness to try to recapture what I wrote an abandoned. -fun fact, I once was writing a novel (by hand in a notebook) and left it on a plane.  I probably had a couple hundred pages of my first draft done.  I never recovered it.  And I couldn't bring myself to rewrite all I had written. So, let me give you the highlights of what has transpired since I last wrote a blog.  I turned 50.  I'm ok with it. Actually, I'm sort of owning it.  (Because I may be a mediocre looking 30's 40's dude, but at 50, I'm pretty well preserved.)  We went through tech and opening of "Taming of the Shrew...

Dinner with Friends no more

This weekend may have been even more crazy than the one I blogged about a couple of weeks ago.  Saturday I started off at 10 AM with a costume parade for "Macbeth" and "Taming of the Shrew," then Steph, Elena (our amazing stage manager), Melissa (my Lady M), and I went out to Pt. Fermin to look at the Ocean and do table work on the Macbeth and Lady Macbeth scenes.  And then I returned to Little Fish to do an 8 PM performance of "Dinner with Friends."  Today, I began at 10 AM with a Macbeth rehearsal, then I had a 2 PM matinee of "Dinner with Friends," and finally had a 4 hour rehearsal of "Taming of the Shrew."  I don't say this to brag, or complain, or for any other reason than to mention that my heart is full, and my tank is low. But I really want to talk about "Dinner with Friends" in this blog.  It's been a journey for me since I pitched it to Suzanne and Lisa last August.  As a company member of Little Fish, we ...